I’m very under the influence right now. So You—yeah, you know who you are—can skip over this if you’d like. Although, I really hope You don’t.
I’ve come to realize I still feel how I did all those years ago. I know we’re very different people from those two kids with different timelines all those years ago, but our lives will be forever intertwined. You are my someday—my end goal. We were always doomed to remain a secret. But I rather be your secret than risk losing you. As long as you’re always around, I’m me—the real me.
Stay forever.
I’ve been trying to hold this in until I was able to say it to your face. But out of fear of rejection, bravery always runs and hides. I think this substance is giving me the balls I needed to say this to you many times. I still love you and despite all of life’s changes, that will always remain true.